He used to live alone in a cave.
Sometimes during the day, or even the night, he would call loudly, “Bokuju” – his own name, and then he would say, “Yes, I am here.” And no one else was there.
His disciples used to ask him, “Why are you calling ‘Bokuju’, your own name, and then saying, ‘Yes sir, I am here’?”
His answer, “Whenever I get into thinking, I have to remember to be alert, and so I call my own name. The moment I call ‘Bokuju’ and I say, ‘Yes sir, I am here,’ the thinking, the anxiety disappears.”
During his last days, for two or three years, he never called his name, and never had to reply, “Yes sir, I am here.”
The disciples asked, “Master, now you never do this.”
The Master replied,, now Bokuju is always there and there is no need to call. Earlier I used to miss him. Sometimes the anxiety would take me, cloud me all over, and Bokuju was not there. So I had to remember ‘Bokuju,’ and the anxiety would disappear....”
Try your name. When you feel deep anxiety, just call your name – not “Bokuju” or any name, but your name – and then reply to it, “Yes, I am here,” and feel the difference.
Anxiety will disappear.
At least for a moment, you will have a glimpse beyond the clouds, and that glimpse can be deepened
Once you know that if you become alert anxiety is not there, it disappears; you have come to a deep knowing of your own self and the mechanism of inner working.
Happy Morning. Keep Smiling.😊😊😊
